🪴 What If Trust Was Enough?
Reflections from a journal, a session, and a softer morning
Yesterday, guided by my coach, I dropped into the unconscious—deeply.
The kind of drop where nothing feels ready, but everything feels real.
After the session, I let myself do nothing. I had dinner with a friend, crawled into bed early, and didn’t try to make meaning. I just let the soil settle.
This morning, I journaled. Slowly. Quietly.
And this is what came through:
🌿 I Don’t Need to Be Prepared
Not to prove I belong.
Not to show I’m enough.
Not to explain my way into worthiness.
The truth is:
✨ I don’t need to over talk or overshare where I haven’t been invited.
✨ I don’t need to prepare for uncertainty by overloading my energy.
✨ I don’t need to convince anyone—including myself—that I’m ready.
🌿 What I Am Certain Of:
I guide people back to themselves.
I hear them in ways they didn’t know they needed.
I hold space for their layers, not just their labels.
I create tools, language, and structure for the wisdom they already carry.
I rest. I listen. I align.
I give great high-fives. (Including to myself.)
🌿 From Over-Preparing to Unconditional Trust
The future is always uncertain.
That’s not a problem to solve—it’s a rhythm to dance with.
And I am allowed to enter that dance carrying only what I know to be true:
🌱 My values
🌱 My clarity
🌱 My ability to trust the invitation
💛 My New Inner Script:
I love and accept myself even if I over-prepare sometimes.
Even if I forget and slip into spirals.
Even if I try to fill the space with too many words.
But I choose—more often and more gently—to trust instead.
To trust what I do know.
To trust that’s enough to say yes.
To trust that more certainty will come through the invitation, not before it.
🌟 Because Without That Old Pattern…
I’m free.
Free to play.
To explore.
To be curious and creative.
To make an impact in my Genius, not from fear, but from joy.
I know who I am when I’m rooted in trust.
And that version of me?
She’s ready.
Even for uncertainty.
Especially for joy.